Thanks to you my son

Thanks to you my son Kabir I celebrated 12th Mother's day today. Till you came ,Mother's Day was a day when I just looked up to my mumma and wondered how to make it special and I wondered what would happen to me in future .Even though I had  no plans of marriage, yes I looked up to this day .When I will have my daughter, the adopted daughter and then I would show her what being a good mother is and I always always hoped that I would set an ideal even at that instance i had that motherly instincts probably that's I love to Pamper. I love being looked up to probably that's why I love teaching also and indirectly I become their mom ,the one who pampers ,the one who guides, the one who scolds and when I scold them it is that mom instinct in me which does not want her children to go wrong or children to choose a wrong path and so I automatically assume I got that right to scold them ,to hand hold them, to guide them on the right path .Today you know ! I got so many so many wishes from my students and it felt good but ultimately it's you who makes my day special .Even though we didn't go out, we didn't really watch a movie,or roam around  and didn't do Window shopping,the  usual things that we love to do together .Thanks to you that you are there for all my habits but still it being a Sunday and I could spend some real quality time with you and after so so many occasions finally  you decided that ok! you want to make a card for me and you made, attempted a beautiful one but as I am at heart a teacher I found some errors in your drawing and you did not like it and your mood was spoiled.I'm so sorry so so sorry.Kabir thanks for coming into my life .I am just sharing my random thoughts with you ,my son .I really look up to every day that would unfold in days to come ,moments to come ,years to come months to come ,weeks to come ,because I live for you .I live my life through you. I am there for you and you only ,that's the reason that even when you are all grown up and when I grow old and I have left  this world, ever I do not want salvation. I want to be around you just to make sure you are there happy ,secure and safe .So happy Son's day ,my son because without you it wouldn't be a happy mother's ay for me. love you...