SOME"ME"TIME

Seems confusing what i am talking about?we all live our own life isnt it?then why I am taking about this"me" time for ourselves?We all need this "me" time when we pamper ourselves and nurture ourselves,its good for our morale boostingJst try to remember, when did u do let ur hair down ,just to be urself,when did you last dance till u dropped dead out of fatigue or sang till ur throat as well as your neighbours started pleading you to stop.,similarly when was the last time when did u take out that dusty palette n put some colours on that framed canvas and thereby in your life too.it is not necessary uou need to be this creative only,any simple craft,just humming ur favourite tunes and feeling restful,finding out 60 min for urself out of 24 hrs Is it asking for too much??Go out and pamper urself .let me share my ideas of pampering myself.I write poetry when i m in good mood,then I read my fav works,I listen to my favourite music n sing along with it.then I go out for some window shopping.n yes, Cafe Coffee Day is my favourite haunt...for spending some time by my self.Then spending some time on beauty treatments is also a good idea.It truely makes me feel like queen.I have learnt importance importance of "me"time after going into depression and how ignoring oneself destroys one's own self esteem.So,thereby,i wanted to share this important lesson of life with all of you.I hope ,you all will spread the lesson further-the lesson of being positive.

FIGHTING AGAINST MONOTONY

Choosing to be a homemaker was my decision and in a way i have never regretted it.I am enjoying every moment of it,being at home,watching kabir grow,watching his antics,being there to offer my help when he falls n sharing his joy when he achieves something but somewhere when he is getting monotonous in his world of games,of animalworld and cartoons ,I m feeling ignored.I am not used to being ignored or being sidelined.from the day I decided to be an earning member for my family before marriage,then taking teaching as a profession....a profession where u get smothered with love,respect and affection....I was pretty good at my work in my school where I taught and so I got love,admiration in plenty and I m still getting it from my ex students...after getting so much, when I m feeling lonely,having no one to talk to at home,when i m free,it gets on nerves.
Is my life getting monotonous.?Am I getting tired of being at home?Is it the itch of getting back to work.?But I don't want to get back to usual teaching work then wat next?I m questioning myself a lot these days.Then above all,i dont want to compromise kabir's wellbeing at all.I dont want his growth and development to be compromised in lieu of my ambitions....I don't want my five years of hard work to go down the drain.perhaps my mental mindset will improve once adi is back..I have no complaints being a home maker but probably i need to find ways of being more productive wid my free time.Well,so it is a call to the creative Nalini to let her creativitity find ways to fight against this monotony which is finding ways into her mind and be her usual chirpy self.