AS THE DAYS GO BY

As the days go by, the life falls in a rut..
moments are meaningless and they don't seem to pass by....
mornings are merely glare in the eyes,
and nights are like the watch tower by the seaside...
looking at the endlessly stretching sea 
and waiting for a home destined boat to anchor at the coast..
for the home bound passengers to arrive and regale their families with tales of the days gone by .
dreams are lost and gone without your passion..
dead existence and shallow breaths,waiting to come alive...
winters turned to autumn,spring turned to hot barren summer ,
bloated fields,and cracked peels of meaningless laughter,
the aura of bygone glory splitting into visions of doom..
I struggle and pause and wait and struggle,
countless seconds go ticking by......
life doesn't stop to take a breather...for some good memories or a poignant moment...
I go deeper into my shell of silence and inner strife...
It gets harder and loses touch with the outside world.
I see you,taking me into your arms,
the fragrance nestles deeper into my senses 
and there.. I stop....living my life.